Give up_Overweight girl

Assalammualaikum w.b.t...
   Hello readers...so, as u all can see from the picture above..it's written don't give up isn't it?? But what exactly i give up on??
   Hah,, there's is an article(http://misscovn.blogspot.com/2014/08/assalammualaikum-w.html?m=1)i've posted before about me challenging myself to loss some of my weight..ya..i'm an overweight teenager girl.. well..I'm trying really hard..but, in the same time, I've got more pressure especially when I became my friends laughing stock..They even laugh at me for being single..ya..no one want to date a girl like me..
   And the conclusion is..I think I'm going to give up in the challenge..huh..should I? It just I'm really tired of this whole thing going on..I think i can't take it anymore..
   Actually, I've loss 3kg since last 2 weeks.. But I think I will stop there..People keep laughing at me trying to look better and beautiful.. I'm going to think about it first.. I'll inform u all for the decision I make whether I'm going to give up..hmm...that's all..much love..XOXO

Being Overweight

Assalammualaikum w.b.t

   Hello readers.. So.Hari ni saya tak nak cerita pasal apa2 topik.. Just tentang diri sendiri jer..okay..
I'm an 18 y/o  "Fat Girl"..really2 fat. And that's a problem for me..yes.. some people said that fat doesn't mean you not beautiful.. But being a fat girl do give me a lot of hardship..why?? First of all.. I lost my confidence to face others.. I'm way to embarassed to confront others. When people stare at me.. it was like " Oh My God, look at that girl. She's fat and ugly.. she might never have partner or boyfriend because being overweight"..yeah. I do feel like that whenever people look at me.
   Plus, I'm having difficulty to find my wardrobe. Why?? Coz I'm fat !!.Whenever I want to buy new clothes I'll end up buying nothing.. coz even I like the dress, it's not like it's gonna fit well on me..  not only that, wearing fit dress just make my belly prominent to the others. I also want to wear jeans and wardrobe I've always dream of. Even if I have beautiful and glamorious, it doesn't look well on me. It turn out to be like a monster wearing a beautiful outfit but still look like a monster..isn't it??
   And, I'm done being a laughing stock to the others.. yup..I laughed.. but it hurt a lot..I'm crying inside me. I can't take it anymore.. I loss my self-confidence and self-esteem.. sometimes I feel like running to the end of the world and hide. I'm depressed and feel so low..
   Also, people don't take me serious.. whenever there is nomination for leader or something like that.. they never look at me coz they think a fat girl can't or doesn't know how to lead others. They also think I'm an idiot and stupid.

    Huh... whatever it is.. I've already determined to loss some weight at the end of the year..that is December 2014.. And for now, 3 Aug 2014, with the height of 160 cm I weight 74 kg.. and  I want to loss my weight to 65 in Dec 2014. Means I need to loss maybe 10 kg in 4 months.. okay.. chaiyok2 girl.. u can do it.. nothing impossible.. try your best to gain back you self confidence, self-esteem and your ideal weight..go go go.. never look back..

So, today, 03 August 2014, I officially challenge myself to loss my body weight with the height of 160 cm, from 74 kg to 65 kg at the end of December 2014..

I'll inform you all the results at the end of Dec 2014.. I hope I can achieve my goal..go girls..

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# sorry for the broken English ..